challengeable or survivable

it's quite exhausting to start a new chapter in your life after almost a year you have missed your physic ,maths and chemistry. For us as a german preparatory student ,we did not have a bridging course before we take AUSMAT programme for this year as a result, we found it very hard in the first two months because we just did language preparation (german) and IELTS last year. That's it. I still can remember when my chemistry teacher gave us basic calculation exercise during first lesson about finding number of mole of a solution as well as its concentration and what a terrible is none of us could not finish the execises within the time has limited.It happened similar to the calculus lesson.But luckily because our kind Mr.Lee could understand the situation we faced at that moment. He tried to brash up everything before we went further, even the simplest basic math also ,most of us have forgotten. Oh mY good!! really pathetic~~.



p:s to Kbu: I think you should organize a bridging course for your unluckily german students in the future otherwise all of them we'll die even in January.



Thus, throughout the Chinese New Year , I decided for not going home eventhough there was a long holiday .What can I do, I need a time to recall back all my basics because after the holiday I would be tested during the Topic Test 1. huh right now, I really miss my mum, dad, my siblings and also my ciko(my chubby cat). I still have another a month before I can go back home but I'm still not sure whether I wanna go back or not as my pocket expenses has run out already.The ticket bus to go to Kelantan is really expensive and it is almost double if u go to Kedah.As usual when I go back , I will just stay at home and do nothing.It's time for me to shopping because the cloths and food in my hometown is very inexpensive.Everytime I'm going back, my friends will not forget to ask me to buy some fish crackers.and it's definetely delicious and make your mouth watering if you see your friend eat infront of you.

it's not completely different from otak-otak




the best kerepok lekor from terengganu




it's really appetizing when you dip your cracker into the sauce


and this possibly nice when we eat it as it 's still hot

Last time, if I'm not mistaken I bought about 30 packets of fish crackers until I did not have enough space to put them into my bags.but the advantage is my food stock can lasting until March and I can still enjoying eating fish crackers although Im staying here.I still could not find which shop is selling that kind of food.oh mum !! see your daughter starts starving here.There's no 'nasi air' (congee) ,' banana fritter' and also 'satar' and also nasi kerabu with roasted chicken around Bandar Utama here. I havew already sick eating nasi goreng from Pak Lah's stall which is located just a stone thrown away from my accommodation here.

hence anyone who can find those kind of food,a kindly reminder to you for not forgetting to bring it some to me.hahaha

MaRvElloU$,unExpecTEd AnD eCSTatiC meMOry

This was out of the blue that I could manage to get 9A's in my previous SPM because I felt not confident when answering the paper actually ,especially for the history paper. My mind was blacked out like a jack-in the box once I was opening the paper.the questions seemed difficult and all the notes that I had read before were not been questioned at all in the paper.Even though I was in hot soup at that time,I have to face up to it by hook or by crook.I couldn't leave it blank and let my examiner give me 0 mark.. I think Ihave butterflies in my stomach which caused my concentrate on the question lost.However when the result came out, I got A's for my 9 subjects. ,I was speechless because I was very thankful to God for giving me this wonderful gift that I have ever had in my life. I tought that I was strolling in seventh heaven after being offering by MARA and YAYASAN TELEKOM MALAYSIA to further my study at high-level.I never expect to be so lucky until getting 2 offfers at the same time for continuing my study abroad.Bravo ina!! I's so proud as proud as a peacock of myself ..thanks again All mighty.

Group 1
other YTM applicants

wanI..saKinAh..NadIa..N I..
while waiting for the interview

but at last, I chose YTM scholarship because Iinsisted to be an engineer and this was my dream since I was in a secondary school.I love physics very much and I prefer to deal with machine compared with corpse.sorry to say that, I very dislike blood because whenever I see the blood ,it make feel sick and horrible.MARA was offering me to do medical in Poland,India, Czech Republik or Indonesia.I was almost wanted to accept MARA's scholar because all my buddies(Mieyla,Dolly,Iznie,Echuq,Atiey) are doing medic and now they are in MANAGEMENT SCIENCE UNIVERSITY (MSU)in Shah Alam.We are very close and always seem to be together wherever we are until I chose YTM as my scholar's holder because Irealised that, medic is not part of my life.


I did not checked the result after I went the interview at TELEKOM's Tower and there's one day I got a call from Mrs Rohana who is the person in charge the YTM overseas students' affairs,asked about my confirmation of the scholarship..They offered me to do engineering in Germany.waw!! Germany!!i never dream to go to Germany even i knew it is the best country to do my engineering and the most unbelieveble part was that I had been chosen from one of the ten selected students throughout Malaysia to get this scholarship.What a lucky I was..I had beat 1O A's students and even one guy in my group who got 15A's to have a place in oversea varsity.Until now I'm always wondering why i got this scholarship. As people nowadays become cleverer, the competition to get the scholarship become more competitive and challenging.

shikin (my YTM partner) and Mrs Rohana

before going to Germany i have to attend an Intensive German Course and do AUSMAT Programme in Malaysia which is about a year and a half at one of the top International College which is called Bandar Utama Collge(KBU),located in the metropolitan city in Selangor.now is my second term at KBU after I have completed my IELTS and A5 german test last year.Despite being more hectic in this year,I have to fulfill one of the English agenda,which is creating a blog.This is really interesting as I can share all my wonderful and unforgettable memories with all of you and improve my English as well. You just have to follow all my updated post from time to time.Check it out!!

this is KBU what looks like from front view

KBU International College